Love, Light, and Weirdo Stuff

Sometimes I get really weird--like, really weird. I talk about energy and crystals and salt and weirdo astrology stuff. I use tarot for "creative guidance". I open my mouth (or write) and share stuff. Then I close it and get really fearful that people won't like me. I get really afraid that they won't understand me. They will think that I am a witch, a crazy vixen, or a devil woman. I hate labels and I know that I am none of these things, but I sometimes get caught up in the fear just the same.

It also doesn't help that I am a sensitive person--so I feel A LOT of shit that isn't mine. Fear is a really powerful thing--mine and others too. It causes real reactions in the body and it totally throws me off center. Fear is one of those low vibration energies, and if I am chillin' out at a nice, high vibration and then I pick up fear from someone, or I get afraid, I take a spiraling nosedive.

I've just recently begun to identify how powerful the emotion of fear is in my life. It really is true when they say that, "The only thing you have to fear is fear itself." I have to remind myself of this a TON.

Welcome to my life full of love, light, and weirdo stuff.

xo,

Nik