Nocturnal Nikki

This is what happens when I can't sleep.

I blog.

I was recently told that I need to be more positive.

Fine.

Here.

1. APPRECIATE. I appreciate my friends. Sar-- for always going on walks with me and being the best listener I've ever known and for introducing me to the lovely world of tea. I miss our communal tea drawer! Dai--for always (since high school) having encouraging words and complimenting me when I need it the very most. Ry--For being my ride (and letting me be yours sometimes too) and listening to me. I always have your back bro--and you will find her, when you least expect it. I promise. Bec--You are the best person to chat with about anything. I love your kind heart, your spirituality, and your infectious laughter. Con--I wish you were closer than a continent away. Thank you for listening and sharing yourself with me. You are my newest bestest friend. xxoo.

2. FOCUS ON WHAT YOU WANT. NOT WHAT YOU DON'T WANT. I want a Snuggie for Christmas. I don't want world peace (well, kinda), I just want a damn Snuggie.

3. THINK POSITIVE THOUGHTS. I will get a Snuggie. I will get a Snuggie.

4. STOP COMPARING YOURSELF TO OTHERS. "My that woman on television in the leopard print snuggie looks wonderfully comfortable and she is talking on the phone and reading a book while staying completely warm! That's amazing!" Rather than, sighing loudly because I am snuggi-less and then saying, "I sure wish I was her."

5. LIVE IN THE NOW. This entry is ridiculious. Thank you for your time and consideration in this matter.

Goodnight,
Nik

PS--Happy Winter Solstice. Tonight is the longest night of the entire year . . .